When God Doesn’t Act As We Think God Should
July 7th, 2007We pray, we plead, we recommit our lives, we make restitution, we do loving things for our ex-wives and dysfunctional bosses, we ask for forgiveness from our children, and we give our time - money - and effort to help the poor - making sure that we have done everything ‘we’ can possibly do to move God to fairly act on our behalf. We give more money, more time, and more effort. But God does not act as we think God should.ÂÂ
We then elicit the prayers of others. We fast. We fast for 40 days. We reclaim a more humble posture as we petition heaven. We pray more. We pray all night. We gather all the scriptural promises the scriptures assure us are the believers legitimate claim. We review our creed and confirm that our faith is explicitly taught by the prophets. We’ve covered all the known religious bases. But God doesn’t act as we think God should.
We weep, we curse, we yell, and we - like David - accuse heaven of neglect, forgetfulness and evil intention. We repent. We passionately direct our supplications up towards heaven - trying to get a sign that God has at least heard us, hasn’t totally forsaken us and will surely do something on our behalf. We solicit the simplest token of God’s personal good will toward us - a telltale breeze on an otherwise still day, a dove flying right near our face, a roar of thunder that seems to say our name, or even a warm feeling embracing us from the inside out. But God doesn’t act as we think God should.
We recognize our foolishness. We re-surrender to the God of grace.  We accept that we must simply place all on the altar and trust God to do what God knows is best for us. We put our faith in God’s loving wisdom.  We confess our inability to know the mind of God or to control his hand.  We determine to be joyful and to rest in Him.  But God doesn’t act as we think God should.
Why?
Is the prayer of faith no longer effective? Are the corporate prayers of believers ineffectual in moving heaven? Are the ’good works’ of believers insufficiently weighty to move God in compassionate, earth-directed action? Is the imminent loss of a loved one before he/she has come to faith of no meaningful concern to heaven? Has God given up caring about those who suffer on earth apart from a knowledge of God? Has heaven abandoned earth? Have we gone too far in sin to deserve a responsive deity? Are the biblical promises simply the well-wishes of a more superstitious era? Is faith no longer effectual in moving God to work miracles? Have we missed and thus unwittingly neglected to say some secret phrase in our prayers that - if known - would immediately open up the windows of heaven?ÂÂ
What does it take to move heaven to act on our behalf?
What if heaven is acting. What if heaven has anticipated every outcome of every moment in the life of every human being - and has a plan that will not fail? What if God’s solutions are so ‘elegant’ that we simply miss them though false expectations derived out of literal, linear, and traditionally biased mis-readings of scripture?ÂÂ
What if the paradox of the cross actually was the ’gospel’ for today? What if we considered inhumane torture, cruel suffering, evil taunting, tragic losses, unfair judgments, untimely death, and even genocide - victories like the cross? What if unanswered prayers - the seeming unresponsiveness of heaven - was, in actuality, divine action? What if we are already victorious? What if we got the proverbial ‘candy before the meal’, the ‘last chapter outcome before the beginning of the book was read’? What if what appears as heaven’s inaction is actually earthly inattention? What if God’s seeming inaction is simply an indication that everything designed for our eternal bliss is actually ‘going as planned’? What if our view of life now is totally myopic and from the calmness of the eternal perspective God truly does faultlessly order that which he sees as best?
